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[29 Nov 2006|09:17pm] Haha i nearly forgot i had this.. I haven't posted an entry since i was like 15. I hope all my added friends on this thing are doing well, i wish you all the best <3 I might make a new account at a later date but i'm more into myspace right now.. if i make a new LJ i'll post it on this. I won't delete this one cause there's some nice memories here.. later xxxx post comment

[30 May 2005|12:34am] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... delicious Your hugs are... warm Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... exotic Your smile is... encouraging Your love is... one of a kind Quiz created with MemeGen! post comment

[14 May 2005|05:23am] oh yeah... and if studying/exams were represented by a person.. they should be tortured for all eternity...then eventually shot... numerous times... to the heart......grr but..... hey * sips 5th mug of Nescafe Mocha *. =). C'est la vie, non?...x post comment

[14 May 2005|05:06am] [ mood | ..wishful ] why are all guys self absorbed, selfish, disrespectful bastards?... well that's what i've learned in my experiances so far... It feels like i'm lacking romance... extremely.. I suppose i'm a hopeless romantic at heart... it keeps me going... although I have other more 'important' things to stay focused on such as my exams .... education ...etc. ...I just can't wait 'till that right person comes along... who I actually have a chance with... who I can trust and not worry about them intentionally hurting me emotionally.. the person who i'll know who daydreams about me as much as I do of them... someone who doesn't act like an attention seeking baby or make childish remarks 24/7... just someone down to earth and honest!.. there's got to be chemistry in there too somewhere... just that gut feeling that yous both really know you like each other... the butterflies that confirm that feeling...why is that so fucking much to ask .. ..." Nicky there's plenty of time for that " ... Of course I bloody well know that , I just long for that kind of real love... I'm impatient...very so.. but when that person does walk into my life.. I know for a fact i'll make the fucking most of it... x post comment

WTF... lol! [14 May 2005|02:01am] [ mood | errr what the.. ] Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel Name Your Husband Is You Met in the mens toilets You Have 2 children You Live belgium In a caravan You And Your Partner Are Best Known For having a wedding that cost over 30 million $/£. Quiz created with MemeGen! post comment

haha =p [17 Apr 2005|11:00pm] You Are 22 Years Old 22 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? 2 comments|post comment

[13 Apr 2005|01:56am] My life has been rated: See what your rating is! Created by bart666 post comment

[10 Apr 2005|02:55am] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Nichola Mckeown Birthday: 31/08/89 Birthplace: Maternity - Bellshill in Scotland Current Location: Bellshill Eye Color: Green/Brown Hair Color: Naturally brown, Dyed Black Height: Approx 5' 5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish/Scottish The Shoes You Wore Today: Are rather stylish =P Your Weakness: I'm not as confident as I could be. Your Fears: Heights, Loved ones dying. Your Perfect Pizza: Just plain cheese and tomato thanks =) Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass exams well and get a summer job, maybe... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol", " >_< " , " 0_o" Thoughts First Waking Up: "Back to reality..." Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes/lips Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel tired... Your Most Missed Memory: With my grandfather <\3.. and when I was young and not having a care in the world and there were no bitchy/arseholes of "mates" >=\ Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds...only cause I like their ice cream! Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ? Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolateeee all the way <3 haha Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Constantly... When I'm alone hehe Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Yes Do you want to get Married: Yes...eventually Do you belive in yourself: Semi Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes Do you think you are Attractive: Not really Are you a Health Freak: Sometimes, but I just like to take care of myself Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah, but we do have our arguments lol Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah Do you play an Instrument: Guitar...barely.. I'm going to learn though =) In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No =\ In the past month have you Smoked: No In the past month have you been on Drugs: Whiiiit =\ In the past month have you gone on a Date: No In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No but I love themmmm <3 In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes In the past month have you been Dumped: No.. dumped someone else though In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No Ever been Drunk: Lots Ever been called a Tease: All the time.. Ever been Beaten up: Yeah Ever Shoplifted: No... if " pick 'n' mix " sweets don't count then i'm innocent lol How do you want to Die: Naturally What do you want to be when you Grow Up: An Actress.. but if that doesn't work out then I still want a job that's creative. What country would you most like to Visit: Belgium... In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Green Favourite Hair Color: Dark Brown/Black Short or Long Hair: Long.. but I do find some guys attractive that have short hair. Height: At least about mines for a girl, Taller than me for a guy. Weight: Not too skinny, yet not fat... just healthy =) Best Clothing Style: Gothic ! or Indie mmmm Number of Drugs I have taken: Only legal ones lol Number of CDs I own: Pfffft ... Too many to count thanks.. Number of Piercings: One...Top of my right ear Number of Tattoos: None, contemplating on getting one in a few years hehe Number of things in my Past I Regret: A few.. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! post comment

[08 Apr 2005|10:36pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Feeder - Insomnia ] Ahhhhhh I regret what I said about Ben.. I dumped him.... lost all feelings for him.. they just dissapeared with time. He didn't take it very well, he was in denial that I would do such a thing... We fell out the other day cause he acted like a wee immature idiot and sent me an abusive message after all I called him was a "whiner"... I then decided then, from now on he's not worth my time or attention if he isn't at least going to grow up. He apologised but that isn't the point... if he over reacts like that once, who says he won't do the same thing again?..so I'm keeping my distance from him.. A lot has happened in the past few weeks/  months.. however long it's been since I last updated this lol.. On the 29th of March I went to see Cherryfalls supporting Feeder in the Carling Academy!... Hell yus they rocked everyones ass =P ! I was sooo proud seeing Joe up there on the big stage, that's where he belongs in my opinion =), I didn't get the chance to congratulate them.. I got split up from my mum and uncle who were talking to Cf.. the whole band even came looking for me =\... Joe said he was looking foward to seeing my and Sean..man, I have no luck at all ... But yah, Congratulations to them =D.. Feeder were fantastic tooo!  Grant Nicholas' voice is just as good live! "Insomnia "was excellent live too, but " Just a day " did not even compare to the recorded version! haha... all the crowd were joining in =)..it's a classic.. Grant was sooo dreamy <3 OoOoffft.....he'd soooo get it !  I also lost possibly my only chance of meeting Feeder too... * sigh *.. but hey!, who knows lol.. I was dissapointed about not seeing Joe and the rest of the band but I was over the moon just to see them perform =)... Umm I can't remember any other days that are worth mentioning...  But the single life is great...I feel freeeeee, I definetly have no regrets with splitting up.. I learned to be selfish for once and put my own feelings before someone else's, because that's the way it should be.. I'm allowed to be happy too!... Last night I went into town with Frew, haha was a good laugh lol we went to the pics to see "Constantine" was fabooolus! It seemed pretty long though...Keanu Reeves =O OooOoofftaaa haha <3 .. I dunno if this is wierd to anyone else, to be honest I don't care lol but I found myself attracted to the angel Gabriel in "Constantine".. it might be cause she had the whole androgyny thing going on.. yah.. so after that me and Frew just took a wee walk then got the train home. I walked down to Lee-annes and talked to her for a while then went home cause she was going out with people from school but I can't be assed with half of them.. some do my head in...uft...0_o ... Over and Out .. post comment

[29 Jan 2005|03:15pm] Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?" Romantic Kiss Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever. post comment

× Momma's Gonna Make All Your Nightmares Come True × [29 Jan 2005|03:52am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | × Pink Floyd - Mother <3 × ] Cianci0 I stolen this from you =P .. thanks =P hehee Layer 1: Nicknames: Nicky, Nikki, Elf, Nico.. Birth date: 31st August Current Occupation: Student Current Location: Bellshill Eye Color: Greeny/Brown [ they change ]  Hair Color: Black Height: 5'5" Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Virgo  Layer 2: Your heritage: British The shoes you wore today: I didn't wear any... Stayed in =(  Your weaknesses: •I melt under someone I'm attracted to : eyes /laugh / smile • Anything Placebo related I'm tempted to buy lol... • French accents.. Your fears: • I'll die without telling someone something important .. Your perfect pizza: the less cheese.. the better.. lol I prefer the sauce =D  Goal you'd like to achieve: • Meet Placebo lol • Get involved in an acting course • Meet my soulmate... Layer 3: Your most overused phrase on AIM: "lol"  Your thoughts first waking up: .. "not another morning... <\3 this will be a long day.. * thinks about dreams/ nightmares *... Your best physical feature: I get a lot of compliments about my eyes ..  Your bedtime: Whenever I feel fatigued  Worst feeling: • Reflecting on bad times when I treated other like crap cause I was in a bad mood .. • Thinking about negative things ... • When someone you love dearly has been stolen from your life.. Layer 4:  Pepsi or Coke: ...hmm Pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: None =\ Single or group dates: Single  Adidas or Nike: ... I don't know.. I have a Nike rucksack.. I don't care Shorts or jeans: Most definetly Jeans Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate Band-aid or leave it be: Band-aid Layer 5: Smoke: Noooooooooooooooooooo  Cuss: Yeah Sing: Yes .. Ben thinks i'm good at singing the Yeah yeah yeahs =] Have a crush: Yeahpppppp Do you think you've been in love: =\ Want to go to college: Yeah ..or University ..  Like high school: No ..I despise the shit hole  Want to get married: I wouldn't mind.. Believe in yourself: Occasionally  Get motion sickness: Yeah Think you're attractive: Semi Think you're a health freak: Quite  Get along with your parents: Yeah Play an instrument: a tad of guitar.. Layer 6:  Drank alcohol: Yes Done a drug: No Gone to the mall: Yeah hehe .. I was really young.. In Florida =] Eaten sushi: EUUGH nO !... SEA FOOD ..EW * PuKeS * Been on stage: Yes ! I'm an actress!! lol  Gone skating: Ice skating ? Once =) .. and I didn't even fall.. no , not once ! right Lee-anne =P Made homemade cookies: yeah =) chocolate chip Yasss hehe Gone skinny dipping: No, =O that's indecent exposure ya know... but I like ;) haha.. Dyed your hair: plenty Stolen anything: yeah.. pick n mixes ..LOL Layer 7: Played a game that required removal of clothing: ...err... I think so.. I was probably extremely drunk!  Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yesssss >_<  Been caught "doing something": Haha...  Been called a tease: Yessss * winks * ;) Gotten beaten up: ...Yah Changed who you were to fit in: Never.. anyone who does are clearly insecure  Layer 8: Age you hope to be married: late 20's / Early 30's ?  Numbers and Names of Children: Ahhhh... Why ask me now...  Describe your dream wedding: Never really thought about that... not that I need to  How do you want to die: Close to someone I love... in their arms <3  What country would you most like to visit: Belgium... * looks around *... don't know why lol *cough *  Layer 9: Number of drugs taken illegally: None =P Number of people I could trust with my life: Trust.. well I don't trust many people with ordinary and confidential issues never mind my life... probably family , Lee-anne <3 and Number of CDs that I own: Eh??. lol... Number of piercings: 1 =P Number of tattoos: None ... Number of times I lied: recently ?... hmm last week when I needed time off from school .. I said I wasn't well but really I felt stressed out and deeply drained =( Number of things in my past that I regret: Some .. but I can't turn back time now  Last Cigarette: I don't smoke >=\  Last Alcoholic Drink: haven't drank all year... Surprising ? Last Car Ride: Umm.. Tuesday Last Kiss: Tuesday <3 Last Good Cry: Last Week... Last Library Book: I don't go to the library anymore.  Last book bought: "The Diary Of A Young Girl" - Anne Frank Last Movie Seen in Theatres: White Noise <3 =) .. Last Book Read: ummm.. Can't remember.. Harry potter 3 I think.. I'm reading 2 at the moment =) Last Cuss Word Uttered: Shit(!)  Last Beverage Drank: Apple Juice  Last Food Consumed: Ice cream.. Mint =P  Last Phone Call: Ben .. Last TV Show Watched: ahh...emm.. it was a documentary about Pink Floyd's " The Dark Side Of The Moon " Album <33  Last Time Showered: Tonight Last CD Played: Placebo (Self titled album) Last Item Bought:ummm.. Chewing gum  Last Download: Pink Floyd ... Last Annoyance: STRONG> Last Disappointment:...  Last Words Spoken: Mum got up cause she wasn't well about 3am and asked " Nichola you still up??".. and I replied " Yeah...g'night"..  Last IM: Jo Anne Last Sexual Fantasy: heheeee ... ;) now that's one of my little secrets  Last Weird Encounter: It was in my nightmare... A Paedo was starin in my bedroom when I was gettin undressed ='( !...oh yeah.. and my teeth were falling out in another nightmare... supposedly I heard this represents stress in reality.. Last Ice Cream Eaten: a few hours ago.. MINT =D Last Time Amused: .. Last Time In love:.....  Last Time You Had A Special Hug: Earlier this week.. Can't remember... I need a hug or two =( Last Time Scolded: Yesterday.. I spilled a cup of soup lol..  Last Time Resentful: Last week ..  Last Chair Sat In: This flat wooden painful thing..now lol  Last Lipstick Used: Red =D  Last Underwear Worn: haha.. Muppets thong with Kermit the frog lol.. and designer bra =)  Last Shirt Worn: my Black tank top <3 post comment

Woo hoo I'm a bitch =D [11 Dec 2004|01:39am] Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a seven (you rock) your best quality is you have class your worst quality is youre a bitch! this is because of who you are inside Quiz created with MemeGen! post comment

[09 Dec 2004|11:55pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | × Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine× ] Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel Username? Your Love Is... Hard During Lovemaking You Act... Like a child, always playing Your Partner Is... Your soulmate Your Partner Has Said That You... Are a great lover Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote. "You deserve a bed of roses" Quiz created with MemeGen! post comment

I'm Courtney Love =o lol..... [26 Nov 2004|05:27pm] Which Rock Chick Are You? post comment

<3 × You're × The × Reason × I × Wake × Up × <3 [25 Nov 2004|11:07pm] [ mood | touched ] [ music | × The Mars Volta - Inertiatic × ] ** deleted this entry... was just about my ex before I came to my senses now and realised what a fucking asshole he was.... ** post comment

×I've stolen this off you Cianci0 =p hehe × [21 Nov 2004|04:46am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | × Muse - Sing for absolution × ] I N F O R M A T I O N • × • Name: Nicky Single or taken: Single. Sex: Sheemale  Birthday: 31st August Star Sign:  Virgo =\ Siblings: Sean Hair colour: Dyed black Eye colour:.. Mostly brown with tints of green Height: 5'5 • × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × • Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: sexually experimental girl =p lol that answer your question ? .. Who are your best friends?: Lee-anne // Joe // Craig // Kris ... You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.. What is your longest relationship?: about 6 - 7 months... not very successful so far. What was your shortest relationship?: a few days lol • × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × • Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Foxhole // New look // Random shops // 0siris // ..pah... anywhere that catches my eye  Any tattoos or piercings: Top of my right ear - Hoop What is your sexiest outfit?: ...arg ,  I don't know... What is your most comfortable outfit?:  my dark blue jeans and any t-shirt What do you usually wear?: mostly black clothing... slogan tops... gothic.. retro .... emo... my taste varies • × • S P E C I F I C S • × • Do you do drugs?: Nup =p What kind of shampoo do you use?: Lmao.. Vo5 , info for all you randoms that keep asking how I get my hair so shiny ! .. What are you most scared of?: Being alone.. Rejection What are you listening to right now?: My breath Who is the last person that called you?: errr ...oo... Lee-anne I think 0_o Where do you want to get married?: the bahamas =D ...nah.. I don't plan on getting married.. if so... somewhere romantic How many buddies are online right now?: n0ne... I just signed off.. What would you change about yourself?: My skin... drives me up the fucking wall... • × • F A V O R I T E S • × • Colors: Black , Purple , Blue , Red , Silver Foods: Pasta Girls names: Anastacia , Belle , Claudia , Winoa Boys Name: Darius , Linde ... I like unusual names... Subjects in school: ..Drama and art... anything creative will do thank you Animals: Dolphin , Wolf , Husky , Meercat • × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × • Given anyone a bath?: =\ ..no Smoked?: No 0=) Bungee jumped?: No.. Made yourself throw up?: Yes. Skinny dipped?: no. lol Ever been in love?:..... yeah Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I must have when I was younger lol....ahhh the childhood memories... I was a minature lyin bitch lol. Cried when someone died?: ..well duh.. Lied: Yes.. Fallen for your best friend?: No = | Been rejected?: ... Rejected someone?: ...Yes Used someone?: No .. not intentionally anyway Done something you regret?:  Quite a few .... * nudge lee-anne * ...well there was a time when we were at a karaoke and.... • × • C U R R E N T • × • Clothes: Black sleeveless tank top thing... and black jeans with my studded belt ^__^ 0h and my kahki punkyfish zipper Music: Sinead O'Connor - Jackie Annoyance: The fact that its 5 hours into Sunday Smell: Lemon... mmm Desktop picture: ...well its not a picture... I stolen the wallpaper from Suicidegirls.com I love the pattern .. CD in player: Placebo Sleeping with ghosts Bonus Dic ( covers ) DVD in player:  It's broken.. • × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × • You touched: erm.... * shrugs * Hugged: you've lost me now...lol You IMed: Benji and Jamsie =p You yelled at: Jamsie cause he was trying to say that A Perfect Circle kicked Placebo's ass >=| lol • × • A R E | Y O U • × • Understanding: ..yes Open-minded: yes Arrogant: ...ok I'll admit..sometimes lol Insecure: quite.. Random: yes Hungry: .. Smart: yes ...but when it comes to anything like mathematics.. I'm useless lol Moody: Everyone has their bad days.. I have a short temper occasionally Hard working: Yes Organized: hmm..used to be Healthy: ..Don't know lol Shy: I can be at times Difficult: Sometimes.. Attractive: pffft... Bored easily: No Obsessed: with? Angry: yeah.. cause I can't be assed doing anything this week and I just want it to be the holidays =( Sad: yeah.. cause i'm lonely Happy: ...yeah cause a lie in today =D Hyper: can be at times.. Trusting: ..I suppose • × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × • Kill?: No-one Slap: lot's of people Get really wasted with?: Jamsie =D lol , he's a proper waster Get high with: emm.. Nelly the stoner lol.. or my father >.< Talk to offline: Benji // Kris // Talk to online: Matt • × • R A N D O M • × • In the morning I : ...I'm still asleep lol All you need is: Money // Love // Honest friends.. I dream about:  My future //  Love life // Sex // Nightmares // Family members/friends dying <\3 =( Sexual preference: To me sexuality is non-existant... we shouldn't have to label ourselves .. you want to be with someone , then go ahead... • × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × • Coke or Pepsi:  Pepsiii Flowers or candy: Candy Tall or short: In between lol • × • W H O • × • Makes you laugh the most: Lee-anne // Joe // Neil // Johnny // Jordyn ..All my mates are hilarious hehe =p Makes you smile: Lee-anne // Joe // Robyn // ... all my friends <3 Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: ....2 people **** & ***** • × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × • Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?:  Sometimes =\...only a few hours though... Save conversations: yeah Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: at times of the month yeah lol Wish you were younger: No Cried because someone said something to you?: Yes • × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × • I know: ....this week is going to be incredibly shit ... I want: ....to have a warm mug of cocoa and snuggle up to someone I love in front of a roaring fire.. I have: ...a middle name... I wish: ...it was christmas.... and the person I miss would talk to me. I hate:  ..Very stereotypical people // Homophobics // Jealousy // Bitchyness I fear: .... I hear: ..That lightbulb is really loud ... 0_o I search:  ..for someone whos seeking a person like me ?... I wonder: .. where I'll be in 10 years time I love:  .. Family // People I consider friends // Deep conversations // Placebo ( obviously ) =p // waking up then realising it's the weekend post comment

[20 Nov 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | »×« Where is my mind ? - The Pixies »×« ] Riiight ok so I've been up to a hell of a lot lately... lol and again I fail to update my diary =(..argh... Friday 12th November  : Went to my cousin, Victoria's 21st birthday party in Hamilton... fewer people were there compared to her sister's engagement party =\ although I had quite a good time ... Julie-anne had me up the dance floor once again ! lol ....arghh... >.< ...   I ended up being chatted up by quite a neddish guy... him and his mates were totally pissed and encouraging me to give him a kiss =|.....or more ... EEEp!...  lmao my brother was just sittin laughin hysterically to himself when the guy came over to talk to me...  lol The guy seemed pretty desperate... =| haha ! me and my brother were completely wasted ... on the way home in the car my brother puked all over himself... Eugh... ! he's not got a very strong stomach for a man... Sat 13th November : I went into town with Lee-anne ... I ran into Joe and chatted for a while.. I haven't seen him in ages =(... he's got a new gf now ^__^...  We also bumped into a few random alternatives from school ... lol they pure fancy lee-anne =p * nudges l-a * ... Later we went to the Cathouse.. it was actually impressive that night lol  , cause they played Manson,  Muse  and Placebo one after the other =D .. I had a majour adrenaline rush when they played " Nancy Boy " haha , I just went mad and started screaming " Brian molko Fuck MEEEE! " >.< lol plus all the sexual actions to match the lyrics ....    I think everyone understood that I was a dedicated fan... !^_^ * nods * .. On the way out the Catty someone tugged my hair ...I turned around and it was the sexy guy I've fancied for ages.... Matt =o .. lol he was tryin to deny it hehe and said he didn't mean it 0_o... .. I was like righteos... hot guy ...o...k........ >.< haha when me and l-a were waiting on our " taxi " aka her dad lol on picking us up , that pervy bouncer with the mohican walked out and gave me and lee-anne a flirty look =S...  =X ... that guy's so creepy!... 0h ! and I bought Placebo's new dvd ! ! !  =D * massive grin * lol ...  the minute I got home I shoved it in the player and watched it all ... the interviews are quite funny ... I <3 the band's sense of humour >.< ..  Briannnnnnn =D .... anyway... so... the next day I told Robyn that I still liked Matt... and then she told him how I felt and he added me to msn .. Aww god lol I was so shy >.<... but now I've been talkin to him for a week and he's really nice.. really hyper hehe =p , I've found out we have quite a lot in common too....  lol he calls me " Bannana Girl , Nicky the Porn Star " lmao he's so cute ^__^. Okayyyyy 0_o .. but yeah.. 000oooofffft so sexual 0_0..   I was quite gutted tonight cause I wasn't going so I could see him.. but oh well shit happens =(... he says he finds me attractive and stuff ... but I don't know if I should believe him.. I don't feel pretty =(.. I've been singing to myself, Greenday's " Boulevard of dreams " since I woke up.... fuck I love that song <3 lol * note to self *.. Buy their new album already !.. =\ Yah.. shame on me for not buying it yet.. S0... today me and mum went into glasgow to browse though a few shops and buy some christmas presents ^__^... I was in " Lush " .. hehe I  couldn't resist the beautiful scents .. I couldn't help but buy some Lemon scented soap... * drools * .... it smells so delicious ..you just want to eat it lol Argh so bored now... , I'm off on Monday though * dances * =D... I'm lost for words now...   Don't be surprised if this isn't updates for another few weeks lol ..if not , Merry christmas ! lol >.< - To be continued -         post comment

× In × my × dreams × I'm × dying × all × the × timE × [27 Oct 2004|08:34pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | × Cherryfalls - Standing Watching × ] Hellooo.... I haven't updated this in ages! ...Lazy me...  pffft.... well here I am with quite a lot of news this time =p..... On the 8th I went to my cousin , Dolina's engagement party ..... My god... she's growing up so quickly !... she's only 16 ....christ... well I approved of her fiancé , he's a lovely guy ... seems a tad daft though... lol ... he kept pullin faces at me ...maddy...  I had a really nice time though.. I met Dolina's mate I got drunk with months ago lol !! ... Awwh she's really pretty and a great laugh. , She took me up to dance with her hehe ... I was like oooOofft =D ... I didn't care bout my dancin cause I was tipsy anyway lol! I kept gettin free bacardis off everyone heheh yass =) ... I also helped finish a massive jug of...well fuck knows what was in it haha !... vodka , mixed alchohol and all this fruit stuff..... Was delicious though! ..... I got another of Dolina's mates phone number but I can't remember her name lol >.< ... I got chatted up by some neddy guy ..... * r0lls eyes * ...arghhhh * runs * ....  I usually hate going to family parties cause i'm quite an introvert and I'm not comfortable when there's a lot of people who I don't know around.... but once I get a bit of a drink in me that problem  is solved =) lol....... ...but seeing Dolina so happy .. I couldn't resist but shed a tear .... I can't wait until I fall in love like that ... if I do that is ..... happy couples make me envious in a way...  makes me feel like i'm missing out on a lot in my life ... * sigh * ... but there's plenty of time for that.... On * Wednesday 13th * I went to the Theatre in Cumbernauld with my Drama class..... I went to watch a play all about a Woman's mid life crisis... it was a romantic comedy .... I thought it was going to be hilarious .... but no.. I left disappointed ... The actors played their characters really well.. but there was loads of punchlines and jokes that were just aimed towards old grannies ....lol...  ...Another thing that really pissed me off... was Kim ... Earlier this month she said that if I or any of her friends wanted to be with a girl that wouldn't bother her ...  but she and some of my classmates spotted lesbians kissing ...and they reacted completely out of order...  she's a hypocrite ! .... fair enough , if she dislikes gays for whatever reason then thats her problem and I respect her beliefs... but she shouldn't be so offensive and narrow minded...( for example , talkin and sayin how 'wrong' they girls were and bitchin all the way home on the bus ..). live and let live for fuck sake ..  I hate my school , they're all a bunch of homophobics =( ... During the October holiday , 19th .. I went into town to meet up with Andy ^_^ .... Lee-anne came too , she was supposed to meet up with Nelly ( the stoner !lol ) but he didn't even show up for fuck sake >=\ ! I was raging!! .... what kind of twat stands my best mate up ?! >=(  and he didn't even answer his Mobile when Lee-anne called * 3 * times !.... what an arse......ooof! . honestly! *x <3 hugs Lee-anne <3 x* ...  Anywayyy ... I ran into Andy in the Station hehe , I was scared incase he didn't recognise me or something =S , but he did so Woo0t =)... Awwwh he was really cute !all emo'd hehe! .... I was really shy and didn't know what to talk about .. cat had my tongue! ... I'm not usually like that... one of his mates was there too... I can't remember his name  * sorry * lol but he reminded me of the lead singer from the foo fighters! hahaa! ... We went  to see Resident evil 2 =D! was awesome ! ... Jill Valentine.. Oooffftttt!!! <3333 * Dro0l * .. I shit myself ! Lol!! Andy seen me all curled up and eyes closed ( was at one of those ' skip a heart beat with fright ' moments lol ) when he gave me the fright of my life >.< ... I was all embarassed...haha....  * shakes fist *  That was some scary stuff I tell ya ! =o ! ... We got the train home that night together and he gave me a bit of his cookie =) lol  they're Yummmuhhhh ! .... we said a nice goodbye =p then I made an arse of myself and tripped over a womans foot on the way off the train LOL! ... I'm such a fuckin doofus it's unbelievable... My face went beetroot... thank god he didn't see that at least lol! ...Lee-anne was killin herself laughin >.<..... * mutters : " bitch " * * COUGH * * ...lol ... ohhhh what an eventful month ! lol! ...and I still haven't mentioned the HIM gig ! <33! ... my godddd , That was a night to remember ! ( 23rd /oct ) =D! Me and Lee-anne arrived there at the end of the looongggg , never-ending que lol =p BUT we met up with Craig ( my phycologist ) and he took us up near the front =D , thank youuuuuu x<33x! ... I was a human ice cube hahah! waiting in that cold was horrible =(.. I had a tiny starp top on underneath a shirt and everyone else had their big fuck off leather trench coats LOL.. but I endured the cold... ... When we were inside we were bout 3 rows of people from the front of the stage =D .... I had a great view for watching the support band =) " Cathedral " I liked them , I thought they were near enough brilliant =p .... but the Lead singer was a bit of an Ozzy Osbourne wannabe hehe... I exchanged quite a few looks with the bassist lol ... he was quite good looking actually... a lot cuter in real than in pics on their site by the way =p ... I got a thumbs up from him haha =D ... then HIM came on... unfortunetly me and Lee-anne had to move cause I was being squashed by all the fat bastards and * Giraffes * with BUSHY HAIR that is SHOVED in your FACE  >= \... grrrr. lol being petite has many disadvantages you see....  so anyway... HIM came onstage and I gasped... there they were.... * and * one of the cutest guitarists * EVER *  Lindeeee <3333 OoooOooOOfffttttt ! Oh for fuck!! =o they should be re-named H-O-T after him! =D.... yum.... =)... he kicked ass when it came to his wee solo parts =) ! ... I was going maddd ! ... I was up on Craig's back lol! waving my shirt around like a maddy >.< ... Ville noticed me and smiled me and lee-annes way heheh ... and the pianist * Saluted * me lol  .... his cowboy clothes ..awww... right I'll stop showing off lol ... But ohh I can't =p... This random 25 yr old who was pished and constantly burping started a conversation with me =S.... I was like ehhh........ * slowly steps away *..lol They rocked my fuckin socks =D ... I didn't want to leave =(... but when I was in a down kind of mood I bumped into " Cathedral " on the way out =D , * waves autograph * , Lee Smee Signed my ticketttt ! =D " Git it up yeeeeeees!!! " LOL .. awwwh he seemed really nice ... I got the lead singer's autograph too .. I thought I recognised him .... you see he was interviewed in a Rocksound magazine a few weeks ago =) lol ... We went round the corner after the gig to see if HIM were coming out to sign anything... instead me and a large group of screaming teen fans were left disappointed... but I got another few waves.... * yey * ..... ( sarcastic 'yey' by the way =p )...lol I went to the gig with low expectations.. cause quite a lot of people had said that HIM were shite live....... ARE THEY FUCK?! lol!! that night proved their ass * Wrong * =p .... I left one satisfied fan .... =D So that lead up until now ... nothing of interest I can mention now except PLACEBO's NEW ALBUM IS OUT ! ... AHHHH!!!!!! =D =D =D =D                                                                             x<33x *DANCES LIKE THE INSANE FOOL THAT I AM =)* x<33x Over and out ;)... - To Be Continued -     post comment

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